I m thinking since then, is it really related.....

After my first past regression session.... I am thinking more... more on who was the person I saw in those visions.... I could feel that he is the one, who is present in my current life.... and i can really feel that he is around..... but if i get a little practical, i was waiting for that guy whole my life and cause he was married in his past he will never accept me.... so have to go on all alone and have to learn and accept things as it comes my way.... he was there to care, or to pretend to care....i am not even sure of that... Feelings from other people like my family shared and have the same warmth for me... maybe the feelings i had for that person.. he never had anything for me.... and i was just fooling around myself in a hope to see him back... i was in pain, he wasn't there and if you love somebody care automatically shows that is not something technical that u have to wait for.... i m just acting crazy now... i feel all these past life thing is just my way to blame my past life for my present life, just because i have done mistakes in my present life rather than accepting it i m just being to modest and finding someone to blame....

I m not a great relationship builder or i don't know how to deal with such situation when somebody cares about you and you tend to avoid that person and you show care to that person who avoids you, that's human tendency..... people who will read it and who know me well will say Jigyasa is flirty, but I am not thats just my style of conveying and expressing my feelings to people... i don't know how can people get practical and professional when it comes to love ..... love is in itself so expressive... u gotta feel it, not just by saying I LOVE U on professional basis makes u feel that u r in love... Stop fooling around yourself.. first ask urself..... do you really love that person or u like him and u just want to be with him.... there is a hell lot of difference between LOVE, LIKE, BEING WITH..... Love is a feeling which one can discover by it touch and cuddleness, Like is something u think about that person in a certain manner and Being with means you like his company or it might include physical experience....

So i think rather than just saying around to people that i love him u should first ask urself.... do u really love him that you can wait for him till eternity.....